its gonna b 2 years i've been studying here..lots have going on., pain., sadness., happiness., lots of emotions i went through..
i thought when i got the problem i wasnt gonna survive., that i have to run again like i always did when i was a kid...but this time., i tried to face it and solve it..i might not know it at first coz no idea how..nobody told me how..i search around looking for clues on how to solve problems..until i get the idea a bit. ,when i solved it i felt really good..but there are still times when i feel i want to loose all of my memories no matter how., how i regret things..but i think i have to realize that everything happened 4 a reason..i believe Allah will help me ALWAYS!

i know i changed., even though ppl doesnt seem to notice., i know i changed. only those who really love me notice the changes i've made..i believe those ppl wont leave no matter what..

those ppl who left me just coz they thought the're better than me n that they dont want to suport me.,they shud know that i dont care.
its my life ur entering., u r just the guest..i decide who could enter..but its ur decision to leave.

but 4 now., i soo want to focus on makin ma parents happy...i want to make em proud of me..also ma bros n ma sis...hope i can achieve it..amiiiin...