U see.,.i dont know if i'm crazy or dumb or dimbo..
But i completely confused of what i have to do...
This guy that i wrote bout it b4 here as well..saying that i wont lyk him n all...
Well..it turns out that i was fakin..i din mean it at all..
I meant not to fall 4 any1 b4 i bcam a gr8 n succsfull doctor..bt y cant i do it?
I even go out with him 4 a year more or less...
I officially go out w/ him 4 4 months bt fwb the rest..
He's not good at treating a girl.. I cant tell if he's honest or if he's faking..
I'm just afraid if he takes benifit of me..
Coz he hurts me lots of tym b4 n now as well...
I dont want to lyk him...
Coz i know theres a past of him that i dont lyk..n theres a part of him that i dont lyk n i dont understand...but when i remember that no body s perfect..even i'm not perfect..n i dont lyk it either when he expect me 2 b perfect..i realize that im selfish...y do i want to lyk sum1 perfect when im not maself?
Then i figure that 1 cant be perfect but both can..
Now if i can only make him think that.,

Hes not a man of his word i think..he lied 2 me few times b4..even though he said that its 4 good..still i dont lyk it..i hate it..bt its really difficult 2 4get him...what shud i do 2 4get?...i dunno...mayb time will tell..
I really have 2 focus 2 ma stdy now rather than him..
I have to!..

Cdv is really though...i dunno if i can make it through...can i?....oh i hope i can...

I watched princess frog just now n i loved it!i wish i can successfully achieve ma dream just lyk her.. *_*
This tropic diseases makes ma head spin...but i'll try really hard..i promise...please...let me be the best now...amin..